One thing I think a lot of us struggle with is finding time
for our faith. Life just seems to get in the way. This week I’ve been thinking
about how much time I spend on different aspects of my life in an average week:
Sleeping
|
60 Hours
|
Working
|
50 Hours
|
Uni work
|
20 Hours
|
Eating
|
10 Hours
|
Laptop/Phone
|
10 Hours
|
Football
|
5 Hours
|
Reading
|
5 Hours
|
Praying/Mass
|
2 Hours
|
Try filling out a similar table and see what your results
are.
So on paper I spend just over 1% is devoted to my faith. But
I don’t feel that is a fair reflection. The point of this exercise is to say it
is impossible for God to compete for time in our everyday lives. I can’t be
expected to come in from work and spend 9 hours doing the rosary to make up for
it. Obviously it is possible to dedicate more time to Jesus, we can join prayer
groups, go to mass more than once a week or spend more time in quiet
reflection. But the most effective way to ensure we are witnesses to our faith
is to make sure we live our lives through Christ in everything we do and offer
our lives to God.
This is easier said than done, it’s unrealistic we are all
going to rush out and start Evangelizing to everyone we meet or walk down the
high street reciting the bible. We need to make small, realistic aims to try
and strengthen our faith one step at a time. As it is said in the Gospel of Luke those of us who
can be trusted in small matters will be trusted with much more.
Looking at my list I
spend a majority of my time at work, am I making the most of this time
spiritually? My aim is to try and have more open and honest discussions
regarding my faith with my colleagues. This is a scary prospect and one I doubt
will come easily. By concentrating on this difficult but achievable task I believe
I can increase my love of Jesus and develop the ability to talk openly about my
faith. To help me do this I will pray for the gift of words, not to preach to
others but to try and explain to them how much my faith means to me and how
good it makes me feel. It is unlikely I am going to convert someone while sat
at my desk but if I can plant a seed or change someone’s perspective of faith
then it’ll be worth it.
Why not make a table of your week and think about how you can strengthen
your relationship with God and give yourself an achievable task.
YCM